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Losing Myself
04:10
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In my head I dream of space so that one day I could leave this place
Up here I look down, down away from my fears I can't stay
But I think I’ve been up here for a little too long cause that pain feels so wrong
I can’t run away from it forever I can’t turn and say whatever
I’m losing myself and I can't find away
I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say
Home Just doesn't feel like home I leave what I don't have and I roam
I escape it so I won't have to face it, yeah I’d rather just replace this
I’m losing myself and I can't find away
I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say
I’ve gotten so lost inside of my brain
Nothing can stop it now, I’m going insane
But how do you expect me to be okay all the fingers stare at me and say “who’s to blame?” things will never be the same
I look in the mirror and I see my enemy I thought that person was my friend to be, the person I see is me
But I guess what everyone told me was right they said this is not my one to fight, things will never be alright
But I will look for that helping hand, I'll look for someone to be my friend, no this won't… be my end
No it won't be my end
No it won’t be my end, no it won't be my end, no it won't be my end
No it won't be my end
I can’t run away from it forever
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2. |
Release
02:52
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I remember that July like it were yesterday
All a daze I have never felt that way before
I adore your eyes when they first set on mine
A clear sign it all felt right but then we started to fight
It’s so hard because
*Chorus
I loved the way your hand fit in mine
Fingers interlocked you were my rock
It hurt for a while not seeing that smile
But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release
I tossed and turned until the pain began to burn
Was I rash? Why did we throw it all into the trash?
Calling the shots yet this feeling just rots
We were good but I wouldn’t change a thing if I could
It’s so hard because
We can never go back to the way it was
*Chorus
I loved the way your hand fit in mine
Fingers interlocked you were my rock
It hurt for a while not seeing that smile
But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release
It’s over but my heart says go to her
It's over but my head says you know her
We hurt every time this we must assert
All in the past yet our lives leave different… paths
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3. |
Things
04:40
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Stuck behind someone driving so slow
I’d drive the same but I still bitch and moan
I miss playing the games and I miss all the movies
But it never mattered that’s what you proved to me
All for you
And not at all for me
It's so rude
Can’t you see
*Chorus
I wanna go home and play super Nintendo
I’ll write a song and end it on a crescendo
I guess the things that really mattered
Were the only things that you decided shatter
Going home to watch cops on tv
It’s the only thing my stress can be relieved me
But it's just my luck to get stuck behind
A lobby with no lag is really hard to find
Another time
And another place
And I think I won't be fine
And I think that we won't be okay
*Chorus
But it's just the things you said
It's just those things that will leave me for dead
No more things
No more strings
No more things
I think this is gonna sting
*Chorus x2
But it's just the things you said
It's just those things that will leave me for dead
You never cared and it shows
I think you should just turn and go
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Suburban Paradise Ripon, California
Nor-Cal pop-punk since 2010
Matt Grattan - Guitar/Lead Vocals
Paul Grattan - Drums/Vocals
Jacob Ramirez - Bass/Vocals
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