Losing Myself

from Losing Myself by Suburban Paradise

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In my head I dream of space so that one day I could leave this place
Up here I look down, down away from my fears I can't stay
But I think I’ve been up here for a little too long cause that pain feels so wrong
I can’t run away from it forever I can’t turn and say whatever

I’m losing myself and I can't find away
I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say

Home Just doesn't feel like home I leave what I don't have and I roam
I escape it so I won't have to face it, yeah I’d rather just replace this

I’m losing myself and I can't find away
I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say
I’ve gotten so lost inside of my brain
Nothing can stop it now, I’m going insane

But how do you expect me to be okay all the fingers stare at me and say “who’s to blame?” things will never be the same
I look in the mirror and I see my enemy I thought that person was my friend to be, the person I see is me
But I guess what everyone told me was right they said this is not my one to fight, things will never be alright
But I will look for that helping hand, I'll look for someone to be my friend, no this won't… be my end

No it won't be my end
No it won’t be my end, no it won't be my end, no it won't be my end
No it won't be my end

I can’t run away from it forever

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from Losing Myself, released September 19, 2017

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Suburban Paradise Ripon, California

Nor-Cal pop-punk since 2010

Matt Grattan - Guitar/Lead Vocals

Paul Grattan - Drums/Vocals

Jacob Ramirez - Bass/Vocals

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