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Losing Myself

by Suburban Paradise

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1.
In my head I dream of space so that one day I could leave this place Up here I look down, down away from my fears I can't stay But I think I’ve been up here for a little too long cause that pain feels so wrong I can’t run away from it forever I can’t turn and say whatever I’m losing myself and I can't find away I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say Home Just doesn't feel like home I leave what I don't have and I roam I escape it so I won't have to face it, yeah I’d rather just replace this I’m losing myself and I can't find away I’m going down to hell but I have nothing left to say I’ve gotten so lost inside of my brain Nothing can stop it now, I’m going insane But how do you expect me to be okay all the fingers stare at me and say “who’s to blame?” things will never be the same I look in the mirror and I see my enemy I thought that person was my friend to be, the person I see is me But I guess what everyone told me was right they said this is not my one to fight, things will never be alright But I will look for that helping hand, I'll look for someone to be my friend, no this won't… be my end No it won't be my end No it won’t be my end, no it won't be my end, no it won't be my end No it won't be my end I can’t run away from it forever
2.
Release 02:52
I remember that July like it were yesterday All a daze I have never felt that way before I adore your eyes when they first set on mine A clear sign it all felt right but then we started to fight It’s so hard because *Chorus I loved the way your hand fit in mine Fingers interlocked you were my rock It hurt for a while not seeing that smile But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release I tossed and turned until the pain began to burn Was I rash? Why did we throw it all into the trash? Calling the shots yet this feeling just rots We were good but I wouldn’t change a thing if I could It’s so hard because We can never go back to the way it was *Chorus I loved the way your hand fit in mine Fingers interlocked you were my rock It hurt for a while not seeing that smile But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release It’s over but my heart says go to her It's over but my head says you know her We hurt every time this we must assert All in the past yet our lives leave different… paths
3.
Things 04:40
Stuck behind someone driving so slow I’d drive the same but I still bitch and moan I miss playing the games and I miss all the movies But it never mattered that’s what you proved to me All for you And not at all for me It's so rude Can’t you see *Chorus I wanna go home and play super Nintendo I’ll write a song and end it on a crescendo I guess the things that really mattered Were the only things that you decided shatter Going home to watch cops on tv It’s the only thing my stress can be relieved me But it's just my luck to get stuck behind A lobby with no lag is really hard to find Another time And another place And I think I won't be fine And I think that we won't be okay *Chorus But it's just the things you said It's just those things that will leave me for dead No more things No more strings No more things I think this is gonna sting *Chorus x2 But it's just the things you said It's just those things that will leave me for dead You never cared and it shows I think you should just turn and go

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Losing Myself is our first release. The song Losing Myself focus on the state of my mind of being faced with adversity and having the will to over come in the end. Release is about learning to let go of someone you once loved due to emotional pain. Finally, Things is about the rage felt when feeling neglected, uncared for and just wanting to go back to simpler times. As a whole the Losing Myself EP is our foot in the door as we experiment with knew sounds/styles.

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released September 19, 2017

Lucky Lew (Producer)

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Suburban Paradise Ripon, California

Nor-Cal pop-punk since 2010

Matt Grattan - Guitar/Lead Vocals

Paul Grattan - Drums/Vocals

Jacob Ramirez - Bass/Vocals

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