Release

from Losing Myself by Suburban Paradise

	/

Streaming + Download

Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.

Purchasable with gift card

name your price
Buy the Full Digital Album

lyrics

I remember that July like it were yesterday
All a daze I have never felt that way before
I adore your eyes when they first set on mine
A clear sign it all felt right but then we started to fight

It’s so hard because

*Chorus
I loved the way your hand fit in mine
Fingers interlocked you were my rock
It hurt for a while not seeing that smile
But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release

I tossed and turned until the pain began to burn
Was I rash? Why did we throw it all into the trash?
Calling the shots yet this feeling just rots
We were good but I wouldn’t change a thing if I could

It’s so hard because
We can never go back to the way it was

*Chorus
I loved the way your hand fit in mine
Fingers interlocked you were my rock
It hurt for a while not seeing that smile
But in order for our pain to cease we had to, release

It’s over but my heart says go to her
It's over but my head says you know her
We hurt every time this we must assert
All in the past yet our lives leave different… paths

credits

from Losing Myself, released September 19, 2017

license

about

Suburban Paradise Ripon, California

Nor-Cal pop-punk since 2010

Matt Grattan - Guitar/Lead Vocals

Paul Grattan - Drums/Vocals

Jacob Ramirez - Bass/Vocals

contact / help

Contact Suburban Paradise

Streaming and
Download help

Report this track or account

If you like Suburban Paradise, you may also like:

Imaginary Enemies
by Hiccup

On their first full-length, Hiccup touch on pop-punk, girl group doo-wop, ’90s grunge revivalism and nuanced surf rock. Bandcamp Album of the Day Apr 10, 2017
go to album
Happiness
by Beauty School

Taking cues from Midwestern emo and early ’10 pop punk, this Leeds, UK outfit are full of heart— not to mention hooks. Bandcamp New & Notable Sep 21, 2022
go to album
As You Please
by Citizen

Another perfect release from contemporary emo powerhouse Run for Cover records. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 13, 2017
go to album
Bluest Year
by Girl and Her Bad Mood

Girl and Her Bad Mood are a dreampop band from Indonesia who excel at nestling heartbreakingly beautiful melodies amidst silvery guitars. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 23, 2023
go to album
THE UNRAVELING OF PUPTHEBAND
by PUP

The Canadian pop-punk band deliver their biggest-sounding album to date, rooted in full-bodied production and cheery nihilism. Bandcamp Album of the Day Apr 5, 2022
go to album
v/a The Things That Shaped Us Together
by Various Artist

This outstanding compilation of bands from Indonesia puts a focus on atmospheric pop and rock music, with hooks 20-stories high. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 3, 2022
go to album
Peach
by The Total Bettys

Sweet pop-punk with a sharp core and a distinct queer feminist perspective, on Lauren Records. Bandcamp New & Notable May 24, 2017
go to album